I really miss her ~

Hmmm ... its been so long ever since we started out ~ its already 5 months and 10 days ~ although many things come and gone ~ yet the feeling i have for her still nvr cease ~ but instead is getting more ~

Due to her school , really didnt wan to disturb her at all so that she could concentrate ~ but i guess i still miss her lots and every moment ~ its okay , for her , i will wait ~ even i have to wait till i die or what ~ nvr de less miss her as usual ~

Tml , we all are having a overnight bbq at east coast ~ hope we have a great time though our group is kinda of crazy ~ hahaz ~ hmm ~ and today , for de bbq , we actually went to ntuc and bought stuff for it ~ it is kinda of fun ~ then we decided to bought a bottle of vodka so i went to buy ~ lol .. de seller look at me and ask for ic cause i look lik 16 ~ lol ... nvm about tat i am short anyway ~~~~~~~~~ bought bleach for wii and went over to victor house and play ~ omg ... it is fun ... but the consequence after the game is a price to pay ~ lol ~

and night came ~ time for a rest after all those crazy stuff ~ yet tml have more crazy stuff to do ~

finally ~ hope she is okay ~ hearing so much about her yet cant do a single things for her , make me really , shall i say sad or shall i be angry to myself ? it really hurt when u cant do anithing when ur partner is having problems ~ haiz ~ all i can do now is to pray to god and hope she is okay ~

Miss u realli lots ~ =(