Feelings and Blogs

Finally , after such a long time ~ feel like blogging out all of my feeling ~ still think ... blogging is the best way to let u release all the troubled in your mind ~

Kinda of emo recently ~dun feel like going out nor do things ~ anyway , it is kinda of hurt when someone hurt u without noticing ~ jealousy is one thing ~ coldness is another ~ feel like dont care about anything de feeling is = dying ~ somewhat have been trying to use maple and studies to cover up all those kind of feeling ~ guessing and wondering so much ~ though in the end nothing come out right ~ kinda bored of being alone ~ songs have been healing and opening up my wound again and again ~ bringing out more guessing wondering ~

This kind of feeling , i dont like it but what can i do ... i chooses to sit down aside and dont bother about the world ~ escaping the reality ~ hahaz ~ stupid decision right ? Anyway pledge myself to do well for subjects since there is nothing else i bother to care le ~ i wonder iszit a sudden thinking ? who noes ~

Anyway , today is valentine day ~ happy valentine day everybody , to u and to all my buddy ~ kinda of feeling better when i say my friend and his girl ~ though i am alone , but still happy for them ~ okay here i stop ~ cya around next time ~