A new life ~

Hmm ... living out a new life ... trying to put down my past ... thx yuan sheng and all my friends ... i will gambate and live up a new life ... yosh yosh ~ ...

lets see ... yesterday, went out with my nu er ... cause she is trying to brighten me up ... bringing me to buy guitar ... well ... bought a Ltd Forest - 10 ... the top part look nice but de butt is big ... gah .... i must practice more on it ... nu er is a nice person ... hmm .. though you have school work still pei daddy go out ... hope you get good grades ...

well being trying to avoid ... only avoid can make me put it down ... some ask me block or what ... but i just choose to avoid ... it is the best way ... though when i see your msn online , i willl started feel sad ... but i will be alright ...

yosh ~ gambate minna-san .... good luck and thx for all ...

The 1st day of life without you ~

Life without you , everything i do is always not right ~ feeling down now ... suppressing my sadness .. trying to bring out happyness ... a fake mask ...

For minutes and on ... was wondering should i msg u or nt ... finally , decided not to , doesnt want to disturb you anymore ...

Thanks John , accompany me for drinks last night ... even drink so much i cant even get drunks ... induce in sadness ... thinking of you whole night ... guessing life will be a pain without you ... never sleep ... not even went to school ...

Finally , I will be still waiting for you .....

Lurving you one last time .......

I am lost at this time ... cried ... emo-ed ... what this all have been expected ... but ... tears cant be controlled ...

Given you .. hoping you will have a better life ... nothing can compare to the sadness i feel ... But still , lurving you one last time ...

Goodbye my love ...

Wait For You Forever ~

I really miss her ~

Hmmm ... its been so long ever since we started out ~ its already 5 months and 10 days ~ although many things come and gone ~ yet the feeling i have for her still nvr cease ~ but instead is getting more ~

Due to her school , really didnt wan to disturb her at all so that she could concentrate ~ but i guess i still miss her lots and every moment ~ its okay , for her , i will wait ~ even i have to wait till i die or what ~ nvr de less miss her as usual ~

Tml , we all are having a overnight bbq at east coast ~ hope we have a great time though our group is kinda of crazy ~ hahaz ~ hmm ~ and today , for de bbq , we actually went to ntuc and bought stuff for it ~ it is kinda of fun ~ then we decided to bought a bottle of vodka so i went to buy ~ lol .. de seller look at me and ask for ic cause i look lik 16 ~ lol ... nvm about tat i am short anyway ~~~~~~~~~ bought bleach for wii and went over to victor house and play ~ omg ... it is fun ... but the consequence after the game is a price to pay ~ lol ~

and night came ~ time for a rest after all those crazy stuff ~ yet tml have more crazy stuff to do ~

finally ~ hope she is okay ~ hearing so much about her yet cant do a single things for her , make me really , shall i say sad or shall i be angry to myself ? it really hurt when u cant do anithing when ur partner is having problems ~ haiz ~ all i can do now is to pray to god and hope she is okay ~

Miss u realli lots ~ =(