Thursday, April 24, 2008

The 1st day of life without you ~

Life without you , everything i do is always not right ~ feeling down now ... suppressing my sadness .. trying to bring out happyness ... a fake mask ...

For minutes and on ... was wondering should i msg u or nt ... finally , decided not to , doesnt want to disturb you anymore ...

Thanks John , accompany me for drinks last night ... even drink so much i cant even get drunks ... induce in sadness ... thinking of you whole night ... guessing life will be a pain without you ... never sleep ... not even went to school ...

Finally , I will be still waiting for you .....